MISSED CALLS

sometimes, a very silly things can ruin a relationship though it has been built for years.. its sadden me when i keep thinking that 3 years relationship that we've build is going to be end just like nothing. and most of the hurt part is when a call and message be a big issue here.

let me shared something that you might never know how i felt getting a missed call  from Mr. Boyfie

• i felt like heaven when i get a missed call from your number on my screen phone, i know that you are looking for me for some reason.
• i felt like wonderful when i get more than 5 missed calls means that you are missing me :)
• when the time we are not in same level of mood (argue), and i get missed call from your number, i felt like wanna call you and asking for apologize and having a discussion on how we can fix our mood.
• its make me crazy if i didn't get any missed call from your number in a day! :( hell!
• And im sooooooo excited getting a missed call from you! :)

how if i get a missed call from my EX?

• Wonder why he is looking for me?
• excited!
• miss me?
• try to get me back?
• is he facing a problem?
• collect back his money?

see, its silly, but we keep on issued this matter and argue. so its not silly like what u thought!

ok, but still its my fault because  I LOVE U SO MUCH!

so,i am the one who have to  reduce my feeling towards you.
i try!
i will!