Saturday, December 10, 2011

Perempuan tu bukan TISU untuk kau , dah sedap lap hingus then buang -.-

Perempuan tu bukan BAJU untuk kau , setiap minggu nak tukar yang baru -,-

Perempuan tu bukan PATUNG untuk kau , dah couple buat bodoh je -.-

Perempuan tu bukan KELAB PELACUR untuk kau , dah puas main blah -,-

Perempuan tu bukan ROKOK untuk kau , dah isap then habis pijak -.-

Perempuan tu bukan TV untuk kau , hanya sekadar untuk hiburkan kau -.- .



copy from : AMALINA MATAHARI's wall post :)

LALI :)

BUAT LAH LAGI, DAN AKU AKAN TERUS TERSENYUM :)

Monday, December 5, 2011


if u don't think its necessary to shared something, 
please noted this! 
i hate when we are on the phone but you are keep silent and 'hmmmm'
its annoying duh!

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

its been a while...

since i lost all memories with u together..
since i stop sharing a deep conversation with you..
since i try to pull back this relation and make it as a first place..
i try so hard to be ' so-so', but stop loving and missing you is 'WONDERFUL8!'
i never regret everything i have done with you before.
i try to make my heart less  loving you.. its miserable..
but still...
i believe that i can go through without u :)

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

i just want you understand that....if, i can get back the old you :(

‎45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her. ♥♥♥

i'll try to understand you better sayang :)

HERE'S 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

i have no GOODFRIEND! ;) heaven!
friendship is the best thing in our life. but admit it! when money come as an issue, its totally ruined!

.......

alangkah indahnye kalau aku tak ada kawan dalam dunia ni.x perlu lah menjaga banyak hati.tak perlu lah rase dikhianati.x perlu lah aku menangis berhari-hari.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

S.U.S.A.H

its so hard looking for a proper job. ok saya salah ambil course ke? civil? eeerrgghh! minat tu penting! saya minat ok? looking at the current scenario, if u are not degree holder, u are not qualified to get this post.. bla.. bla.. bla! should i further my study? hurmmm.. confuuueeeessss! ma.. ba... hurmmmm... company issue lagi! errrgghh! im tired of thinking about my company! staff lagi! bangang betul lah! quit job? give up? cari kerje lain? fuuuckkk! have to start and begin with interview? ape bende lah semue ni! tension bebenor ni! ok, back to basic, try to figure out the mistake! dannng! fine, i found that im not good enough in communication! kenape perlu ade gentar? cha! yakin! berani! tapi... boleh! tapi kalau kene sejenis tak pe.. yang berlain jenis.. mereka akan focus kat bende lain! plzz lah! saye cari duuueeeettt ok? stop staring at me like that! im not naked ok! huh! cilake! 

p/s : b, sambung degree ok? i love u..

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Don't you remember?

 In past we used to talk for so many hours
About things that only we could understand
The special moment we have had
Walking always hand to hand
Through the good times and bad times
Together, we built "love"
Together we share a "smile"and the only thing i know that time is


i wanna be with you
thanks syg! :)




p/s : i love u :)

Monday, May 9, 2011

RING



cantik nye!
cincin lame saye telah dihilangkan oleh En. Idris..eeerrrggg! gigit kang!
b,i nak cincin ni! nak! nak! haha!commmeeeyyyy! boleh kan?



i really hope to see you :(

Sunday, May 8, 2011

perubahan!

Lain sungguh life as student compare to bila sudah bekerja
Perubahan yang ketara :
  • waktu tidur
  • enviromental
  • social life
Haih, semoga tiada celaka ditengah semue ni. doakan kejayaan saya. semoga tuhan memberi rezeki yang terbaik untuk saya. 

baru saya tahu perbezaan berkerja secara part time and full time. i have to give full of my commitment dan korbankan segala masa suka-suka saya. susah nya untuk memastikan segala yang dicari itu diredhai. semoga tuhan tahu niat saya. 

idris, i terfikir kalau i kawin dengan you. mungkin you akan rase sedikit terabai. maafkan i. tiada pilihan lain selain teruskan. semoga awak memahami cara kerja saya. kesian awak :(

ops!
kerja berlambak!

Sunday, May 1, 2011

starting of may

1st of may je...
aku dah marah-marah.
kau ada tanggungjawab aku boleh faham,
alasan lain,aku tak boleh faham.
sorry la.
mungkin kita perlu masa dan ruang untuk berfikir,hala mana tuju hubungan ni.
kau patut tahu kau belum bersedia untuk bercinta.
tak perlu abaikan satu hati kalau kau tahu kau tak mampu untuk menjaga keduanya.

aku marah kau sebab?
aku risau
aku sayang
cukup lah aku hilang ayah nad saje.
bukan KAU.
aku pun belum bersedia pegang tittle JANDA!

' U x reti sabar ke?tunggu lah i balik kl! '
ok then....
aku tunggu kau balik kl tapi aku dapat s***
sekarang kau ade kat kl kan?
then... aku nk tengok ape boleh kau buat kalau kau kat kl sekalipun.

bdw, aku dah arrange masa yang sangat baik untuk jumpe mak kau.
tapi kau spoil semue nye.
maaf sekiranya selepas ini masa itu x ada.
aku dah cuba fahamkan kau.
jangan cakap aku TAK berbahasa.
mungkin kau sendiri TAK faham bahasa.
DONE!! :)


hish! 

Monday, April 25, 2011

EMPTY!

Dear dairy,

2 more papers to go.hopefully everything going to be ok.plz god,make it easy.Month of MAY going to be? hurmmm.. no idea. it just i not ready to say good bye to them.frens, i love u.

DADDY?
i have no sugar daddy or salt daddy or what ok?
i already know him since i was form 1.
no love, just care!

IDRIS..
I cant wait to see u. i miss u :(




Sunday, February 20, 2011

HATIHATI KECIL,SEMAKIN KECIL

GIVE AND TAKE?
saya tak pernah merasa semua itu 
adil ke?
saya tak tahu apa itu ADIL
saya tak dididik untuk menerima mungkin
mungkin hati ni tak kesah.
tapi lama-lama sakit,kesah tu AKAN datang.
kesah hati ni membuatkan air mata jatuh lagi.
terima kasih :)
air mata ini mungkin sebaldi :)
owh, sangat membazir!
pena jadi teman,hati mengadu lagi
Terima kasih pena :) 
aku MENERIMA dari pena
Terima kasih memberikan TENANG ini :)
Ye, aku SAKIT :)

HATIHATIKECIL, SEMAKINKECIL, DANKECIL, KECILDANKECIL


HANYAMILIKDIA                                                                                                                  zarah-zarah hati kecil :)                          

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

14th february :)

Happy 2 years anniversary sayang :)
thanks for all the moment that we've shared..
thanks for being a good friend, understanding lover and loving partner :)
honestly, i am happy to meet you, glad to know you..
always keep on make u angry, feel bad, even hurt your heart, im so sorry for the broken heart B :(
thanks for your forgiveness :), n seriously, i will try to be better person even a good girl.. no promise, but i will try hard!
for all your kindness, thank you :)
for all your words, I will remember and  really appreciate it :)
 hopefully, this love will remain for us..
thanks for all..

happy anniversary and valentine B :)



                                                                                                                                                   love,cha :)
                                                                                                                                                   

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

deeper conversation :)

thanks for calling me
i am so happy you called 
thanks for slow talked conversation last night  :)


love! :)


hanyamilikdia


Tuesday, January 4, 2011



saya bebas tanpa lelaki :)
hahaha!
its time for gurlfrens :)

kalau disebabkan eg lah kite jadi macam ni,saye minta maaf..
kalau disebabkan eg lah permulaan pergaduhan ni, saye minta maaf..
kalau disebabkan eg lah,awak kurangkan sayang awak, saya minta maaf..
kalau disebabkan eg lah, percaya tu dah x de, saye minta maaf..

tapi, die x salah awak..semue salah saya..saya yang perlukan orang untuk jage saya.. maaf sekirannya saya pernah menduakan awak..tapi sumpah,x pernah terlintas untuk buat semue ni..
saya dah ready untuk hilang kedua nya..
awak juga die..
x pe lah,mungkin salah saye, ye salah saya...

tapi percaya lah, saya dengan eg x de ape ape..so terlalu mustahil dan x logik dek akal untuk awak kurangkan segala hak saya :(

terima kasih :(
awak buat hati saye panas je! ok? :)
hahaha :) ok lah awak jep lah yang bijak :)
im single but not available! :)
memang awak je la pandai :)
ok sayang :)

Monday, January 3, 2011

esok call mak mertue aku! dah lame x call die..
tah sihat ke x die..
haih...
rindu....